A brand-new, heartwrenching novel from the bestselling author of if i stay, gayle forman this characteristically powerful novel follows eighteen-year-old cody reynolds in the months following her best friend's shocking suicide. As cody numbly searches for answers as to why meg took her own life, she begins a journey of self-discovery which takes her to a terrifying precipice, and forces her to question not only her relationship with the meg she thought she knew, but her own understanding of life, love, death and forgiveness. 'a pitch-perfect blend of tragedy, mystery and romance' stephen chbosky, author of the perks of being a wallflower 'not only beautifully written and heartwrenching, but important. Wow. Just, wow' sarah dessen 'it's about to become your new favourite book' sugarscape 'a potent rite-of-passage tale' sunday times - from Amzon